Just this shit....

I'm just too tied up.
Need to take risks.
I wish I wasn't scared of being wrong.
Maybe I've imprisoned myself around my circle of people.
This is just bullshit.
I mean what do they* give me?
Maybe I'm wrong again, but it's a risk I'm taking.

Sorry if this sounds wrong, But God what are you giving me? What am I winning with all this?
Music, yeah thanks, eternally grateful. What more? Praying isn't that exciting anymore.
I mean people outside my "circle", who are friends too, believe in me more. And give me more.

I just think I can be better without being tide up around you.
If I'm wrong God, please forgive me. I'm just expressing myself. Talking to you.

God I'm the disrailed sheep. Do something.




*They means: "christian" friends, family... aka circle of friends